If I was honest to myself, this was building up yesterday, but today I am physically having to force myself to stay conscious. The build of pain killers was livable, but now I am on antibiotics as well my body is trying to shut down to heal.
At the moment I am literally perched on the edge of my bed forcing myself to do something. But as I can barely see straight even typing this blog is proving sheer hard work. The trouble is you can get to a status quo with medication, where everything is balanced and ticking along nicely, then you have to add something into the mix and the whole system goes cuckoo, and leaves the person taking the medication in a form of drunken stupor.
I could legally get behind the wheel of a car, but I wouldn't dare as I feel worse than I would after an entire bottle of red wine. My reflexes are so slow, and my visibility is poor. But most of all I feel so out of it I could sleep all day.
I was only just able to function to check the post. Which is more than unusual as I received the most beautiful burgundy wine. It is light weight and yet soft and warm, absolutely ideal for the promised cold snap. But unlike most purchases I can't get enthused about it, I just have not the energy.
So I don't know what the day may hold, but for the moment good night all.
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