The highlight of my anticipation

You know you are bored when you start the count down to a FB competition. Guess what that's what I am doing right at this minute and yes I am sad.

OK its for Kandee shoes something I can only dream of owning a pair, but hell it is worth entering if just to kill the boredom of evening TV. I know I won't win, I never do win these things unless you could a packet of Blackwell cakes. But its the instant adrenaline rush of attempting the almost impossible that I like. Its like the raffle at a church fete or one of those charity name the bears, you know your chances are so low you shouldn't hold your breath.

But needless to say I will be entering anyway, if just to get that rush. Sure I would love to be that person who wins every competition they enter, heck I would love to be the person who wins one in hundred entries, but I know that will never happen. In the mean time though I will enter, for to me its the safest form of gambling. You pay nothing out but get the same thrill as you would if you had just put £100 on red in roulette.

Is the right thing to do ? probably not. But does it give me a cheap kick and an hours amusement? yes and that's how I look at it. Its like playing an action game for me, as I am useless on the xbox unless its trivial pursuit, so I do it none the less.

Anyway I am back to clock watching, later on no doubt I'll be blogging about my failure, but for those few hours I will be having fun.